MY PATH
For 15 years, I navigated the complex dynamics of a multinational environment as an HR executive, ascending to roles such as Deputy CEO, Management Board Member, and Supervisory Board Member, by the age of 35. Being a top executive involved navigating political games, bearing immense responsibilities, enduring the loneliness of leadership, and overcoming challenges as a woman in a high-stakes environment, maintaining strength and resilience under constant pressure.
Simultaneously, I embarked on a deep personal journey into self-awareness and spiritual growth. This path revealed a profound truth: fear is not the opposite of love but its absence. I began to recognize moments when a lack of love triggered fear, often leading to uncertainty and insecurity on all levels of the organization. In the face of this, I made a conscious decision to choose love. Despite my relentless efforts to foster a culture of empowerment and trust, these were in vain in this environment, ultimately leading to burnout.
Feeling the need for renewal and a deeper understanding, I made a courageous decision. I shed my business attire and spent one month in the Peruvian rainforest, questioning my life’s purpose and how I could contribute to a better world. The answers I found were profound and life-changing. They led me to make a decisive career shift upon my return—I chose to leave the corporate world, with its fear and hierarchy, behind.
Following this, I delved deep into my self-awareness and spiritual journey. Over the years, I immersed myself in over 200 techniques, methods, and therapies, for example, family constellation, qigong, hypnotherapy, psychodrama, reiki, mind control, and bodywork. I dedicated more than 2,500 hours to meditation, seeking profound insights and growth. My journey also led me to more than 30 retreats across the globe, including a meditation retreat at Shaolin, silence retreats in India, and an ego retreat in Peru. Life took me to over 60 countries, deepening my self-discovery and broadening my understanding of the world around me.
After departing from the corporate world, I dedicated the next decade to working as an executive coach, business coach, HR consultant, and life coach.This period was marked by fulfillment from autonomy and alignment with my authentic self, enabling heartfelt contributions to both individuals and society. In addition, I accompanied women on journeys to discover their authentic femininity, guided group meditations, and led silent retreats, all of which deepened introspection and personal growth.
Unexpectedly, life pressed the ‘STOP’ button, propelling me into three years of what felt like an infinite emptiness—a challenging period that words fail to describe. Yet, from this depth emerged invaluable gifts. I uncovered my true self and inner peace that significantly enhanced every aspect of my life. Today, mindful presence, peace, and balance are the cornerstones of my existence. Feedback from others confirms that these qualities profoundly impact their interactions with me, highlighting the transformative power of the journey I continue to embrace.
